Friday, January 18, 2008
Final days, final words
Hate to admit but my days here in Switzerland are numbered. What's worse is the number isn't all that big. Ta-dah, it's just a measly '3'. Drats!
Will be taking the morning flight on Sunday back to the god forsaken, pain in the rear, good for nothing and surprisingly disastrous place where I came from. I just hate that place so much that I don't even wish to mention it's name. Really wished I wasn't born there, even if it's gonna use up three wishes in a go.
So, today was the last day at the office for me. All I can say is that it was a rather humdrum departure. I didn't get to bid my colleagues goodbye, didn't wish them a wonderful year ahead, didn't tell them how much I've enjoyed the time there...I practically didn't get to scratch out a single thing from my list of "Things To Do Before Departure". That's it, I just left without notice. One perfect word to fit it all would be "pathetic". I just wished I had spent more time communicating with and getting to know them during my stay. That'd really be a dream come true since I always have the scenario play out perfectly in my mind but becomes a mess when it comes to the real thing.
Well, I wish that if I ever get the chance to come back here again, I'd be able to leave without any regrets. This means that I have to buck up and sharpen my social skills. I'm awfully sick and tired of being so monotonous.
Guess that's enough rambling for now. If I continue, I'm sure I could write a best-selling novel on my lifetime regrets. Then again, that's impossible cause I don't really have that much regrets. Anyway, that's gonna suck big time and I don't want my life to suck. Alright, gonna go pack up my stuff now, see ya!
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